Clearing abuse
When Cornelius had the abuse session last Monday, I cried almost the whole time and felt a lot of crap leave. I knew it was going to kick my ass and I was so ready for that. A lot of issues have cleared and are in the process of clearing. A friend of mine commented on how different I looked - much lighter and brighter. Another person said I wasn't so prickly and was more peaceful. These were unsolicited comments and I'm very grateful for their observations and validation. PTSD cleared, my hands don't shake as much when I'm writing, my head is clearer, and small body issues are starting to clear up. There was an underlying hum/buzz inside me (stress of holding onto irrelevant shit) and that's gone. There's no doubt or self-hatred blocking me and for that, I am soooo grateful. All of that was blocking me the whole 3+ years I've been with CC and now, I can get shit healed, finally. I actually appreciate being triggered by CC because that's what we're here for. How else could we heal if we can't handle triggers. "Oh, poor ego's feelings got hurt. WAAAAH!" I am so over that shit. I'm so grateful.
I don't quite get why CC thought so few people would show up for that session. Most people on their healing paths have experienced some kind of abuse, especially CC's tribe, so why wouldn't we want something to clear that? I just wish he had done this one sooner. So, bring it on, Cornelius! I love it! And, thank you, thank you, thank you. 😍
Thank you. 😉