How I stood up for myself, silently, for the first time in my life..
Remember, Cornelius constantly repeats that you need to learn to be Kind to yourself in the first turn. Somehow I agreed but didn't do anything about it. .
We were buryig my sister's mother-in-law on last Tuesday. She lived for 90 years. May she rest in Peace!
So the sister's husband does not allow anyone to talk when he drives the car, says that when the voice is behind him, he feels bad. I usually remain silent, but here we drove for so long, I saw the cemetery on the left and asked: Is this a cemetery we go?
He began to yell..Well, I understand that his mother passed away. It's grief. But he is like this Always, So rude. My sister became very sick, because she always pretend that nothing happens, when he yelling.
Actually I started to feel a headache from his screams. And the 1st time in my life I understood that it's not my energy, and I Consiously decided to return this energy to the sender, silently, just sending a command. It worked. My headache stopped, and he somehow immediately calmed down, and limp. became quiet, and tired.
Now I realize that I should send bad energy to the Heaven. But it happend. My first experiment...
For me it was Kindness for myself. And the confidence that I can stand up for myself. Even silently.
The conclusion for me was: I need Patience, and constantly meditate to increase my frequencies. The rest will come when it's suppose to come. Be Sure it will definitely come!
Thank you Lynn.