Gratitude prevails
Lovely family ๐
Today I write with a full heart of gratitude for this community, for the work that D allows Cornelius to do, for Cornelius and for consciousness ... and I have gratitude for me, for having so much determination, strenght and perseverence.
Back in November consciousness had given us the wonderful possibility to create our own echo. At the time I chose to create an echo for a romanctic relationship and received the red poppy flower as a sign... one that I interpreted as showing me my futur life partner. Things did not turn out the way I had wished with the person connected to the repeated appearing of the flower in my life.
A few days ago, consciousness graciously gave us an added echo 14 and this time I asked not for love on the outide but unconditionnal love for self and self-belief... this was my first thought! whereas a few months back the wish for a realtionship was so much bigger. Change happens really fast when you stay with it! In only a few months this internal shift has taken place, amaaazing! Don't get me wrong, I still wish to share my life with that one special person but that need is no more front and center. I am front and center in my life, discovering my true self and learning to love every bit of me!
The other major shift I have noticed is that though I felt hurt and distrust in the echos came up, I found a purpose for the ceramic poppy flowers that I had already order for her upcoming birthday: I plan on just dropping them off without my name on her birthday, placing intentions into the flowers so that she as well sees herself as the beautiful light that I had seen her as, to keep her safe, feeling loved and protected on her path, whatever it may be. She is in so much more pain than I am... and the pain of her being in pain is far bigger than the dissapointment that I feel. I will always be okay. And I am privilidged to be me, not everyone has that inner strenght that I have and I am priviledged to have each and everyone in this community ๐
Therefor I ask family to keep that beautiful woman safe, help her find love for herself, release all the trauma from the past and find inner peace and happyness... and allow her to find a better job asap, that covers all her needs
sending each and everyone so much love gratitude and joy ๐
Much love to you beautiful ๐๐ผ๐โจ๐ชฝ๐