"I have everything I need"
A liberating realization broke throught the clouds of separation and confusion, this morning. The Truth of it is reverberating, that is echoing within and going out into the stratosphere to be amplified and returned to its source. We've come full cycle, Lord!
I have to ask: 'So what has all the agitation, irritation and malcontent been about?'
Because the pressures I've felt to do and be and to provide for others over my lifetime have gotten in the way of the simple Truth. Programs, patterns and loops - the expectations superimposed upon me from the start can also be seen in my natal chart and were likely felt at the birth impluse. It's nobody's fault. It was baked into the cake.
Our Manifestation sessions, "The Echo" have overridden and freed me. Free, at last! I came here to experience Happiness and Contentment - the Peace of simply being and to allow myself to simply be.
'Be satisfied," words I heard decades ago during the quest that took me to India, are now a reality. God is.
There appears to be nothing - NO THING - I must do once I step out of the cocoon of this haven of peace - my bedroom and study. I'm not here to be sacrificed and used!
To know this is to convey it to my family members who will be mightily grateful to be freed from the control, expectation and presssure forthcoming from me their entire lives.
Reflecting on the Miracle of yesterday's exchange between Cornelius and Maureen, a friend whom I know as Momo. Instead of merely watching and witnessing her process and profound release, the power of it went all the way through my being like a tsunami - a giant wave of PURE LOVE. My body was filled, my awareness awakened in wonder. I was "hot!" Suddenly, the fire within was lit. It blazed, I knew, not only in Cornelius and Momo, but far and wide, for me and anyone open to receive its radiance.
Consciousness is that fire! And rather than dancing around it, we were in it! Together! Did you feel it?
My early morning meditation and prayer went to manifesting a home for my family - a one-story house among earth, sky, mountains and sea with ample room for each of us and in a welcoming community setting. I've had my tail in a knot for two years about not having enough money, trying to shave off monthly expenses here and there to finish construction of a main floor room and bath for my recently disabled daughter.
But then, I happened onto this Truth: that whether or not we are gifted with such a home (with all the trimmings that dance in my heart), there is nothing lacking for me, here and now. Enough of everything - family, food, freedom, money, the warmth of a woodstove and firewood to heat it, precious "time" to meditate and read and write and attend my Coherence Healing sessions.
No more programs of "Get off your ass and get moving!" - the loop playing since my teens which has caused so much grief, suffering, chaos and unhappiness in mine and my childrens' lives. Stop it!
"It all works out." Cornelius
"I am accomplished." A Course of Love
"You're already healed." Cornelius
"I have everything I need." me
I'm awake to my Creativity (December's Echo) AND to that which I have created. I have manifested Happiness and Contentment!
A rainbow greeted me on my drive, yesterday. The sun is shining this morning!
Love and Light are shining within and radiating from the break in the clouds and being reflected in the body of water in here and outside my window.
I see "Home," my home, in a new light.
SingPeace!

Beautful words Pushkara, thank you for sharing your experience and realization of essential truths! I too am looking for a new home and your words resonate with me.