Testimonials

Dear Oneo family, this will be my last post for a while, however, I will read the posts and hold space for this beautiful family.

Ok the 10th June 2024, the night temperature dropped considerably, this drop in temperature caused me to go into a temporary neothermal crisis, basically all the muscles attached to the spine contract, which means I’m unable to bend without being in suicide pain. This is a symptom of my accident I sustained 25 years ago. What had shocked me was the vicious nature of this crisis I implemented my medical crisis regime. This was’nt the first crisis and the experts were in play and my journey of recovery started.

The process of correcting this crisis in itself is very painful, my clinical specialist in pain was formiluar with patients with spinal suicide pain and the getting back to being able to sit and stand, cook, and bath began. Similar to the rare condition stiff person syndrome, unfortunately this is my pain experience.

Appointment after appointment came and went and slowly the muscles released this iron grip they had, however, I was surviving the unimaginable, while attending CC, YOU2.0 and Echo. I never gave up on myself but it’s hard.

Wizzing to this month echo and the gifted number 14, this has been a game changer. An event of life changing proportion happened and this has changed the progectory of my life. Small things started to recover and I was able to sit for a period of time, I was getting bored having to lie down for so long. This was the reason for no post but holding space for those amazing members of this family was so essential.

Many amazing health related issues were healing, I was being told, my pain recovery was nearly ending its journey, after 25 years of suicide pain and now very little pain was a moment, I only dreamed of. I was told last Thursday , I was nearly at the finishing line, indeed this was a “miracle”. 35 years of treating thousands of chron pain patients, that statement alone, cast a doubt on weather a full recover was possible, she never gave up on me and when I wasn’t planning my own suicide due to pain, I never gave up on me either. Achilles heal issues fully recovered, double vision in my distant sight improved, wow, life could not get better. I was vibrating at avery high level too and then last Thursday Cc’s did the vagus nerve, well this sent my internal vibration through the roof.

For 25 years, I’ve lived in a world where I was frozen from any emotional connection to every one, a head injury, punctured my brain caused a stroke and I suffered frozen trauma state, basically, like Cc, I was living in a vacuumed where I didn’t feel emotions, it’s taken me decades o get use to living in a world where I’m seeing people express there feelings but never being able to understand or feel. Being told this may never return, didn’t really affect my life, I had adjusted to this.

I’m writing a fictional book about this experience and I am being helped with this project because my dyslexic skills had also deteriated since this head injury.

On Saturday 20th July 2024 (UK ZONE), was a magic day. Firstly, I went into town to catch up with my dear friend for lunch and there was a jazz orchestra playing amazing music. The band leader said they were going to play “sweet Georgia Brown” a them song adopted by the Harlem globe trotters in the 80’s. Were of to the races. Then the zoom call, with some of the Oneo family, after telling my Eddie Murphy story and hearing laughter ringing in my ear, I grabbed my chest, I was having heart pain, I believed I was having a massive heart attach, I screamed out and was doubled over in pain, my chest felt as thought it was being cut open, the laughter stopped. Then I could hear the “girls” talking to me using Cc’s techniques , the intense heat in my heart space and my lady bumps ( breasts), we’re on fire, heat I had never experienced before but it felt like my skin was on fire and then two massive electrical charges from my heart left my body along my arms. This pain continued and suddenly is stopped.

A brief discuss took place and then we carried on with our normal conversation where laughter and joy spilled over to delight. Since that event, my head is empty, not like Cc’s but 80% no chatter and I could suddenly feel everyone’s emotions weather I’m talking to them or not. Today I looked at the gallery and while the faces may show one thing, I’m feeling their true emotion, despair, sadness , disappointment, even when they are thousand of miles away. So I’ve gone from not experiencing any emotion to feeling everyone’s emotion.

This joyous experience has altered my life but for the moment, I’m leaving all group chats on social media/ forum and not posting until I can function in my new world. Doing the basics is proving a challenge, I’m living in the twilight zone , I can’t unfeel this, my heart space is fully open and I’m not yet equipped to deal with it. However, it’s magic and miracles.

I thank those amazing earth angle’s who were there for me, during a very high impact event.

Cornelius, this event lasted about 10-15 minutes, I have even more respect for your awaking, the pain was on another level. Oneo has changed my life in ways never imagined. Also my frozen self has been thawed out, I’m having to use a fan to cool myself down and wear less clothing, something not possible for 25 years.

The impossible has become possible. The reason for my moonstone, I came into the room, a dark and over cast day but the stone was glowing, no light source to creat this magic, this was a sign of things to come, I’m coming alive and I wish the best for everyone in this community, tonnes of love and hugs has been sent to everyone, the joy in every cell is an amazing feeling. My body has caught up with itself and my skin has changed colour because my system is no longer frozen.

So much love to you Cornelius, Dee, Blue-Blue, Zelda and Link plus baby bump and of course “family”. Clarissa xxxx

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