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Rejiggered D’s mantra to free myself from serious toxic loop.

I don’t usually share or raise my hand, not because I feel shy or feel any sort of lack, I’m being Guided to remain quiet and in the background—for now, at least—while I’m growing into my new life and releasing the old.

That said, I’ve found—I speak only for myself—that by embellishing D’s most valuable tip of her “mantra”:  I CONSCIOUSLY DISAGREE (WITH), that I’ve mostly conquered a serious toxic loop that kept playing over and over in my mind and that had continuously attracted serious drama into my life.  The loop came from my experience with my dysfunctional, toxic birth family—a lifetime of memories, events, words, emotions, etc.  I was consciously disagreeing constantly which worked to some degree, although tiresome.

Then a Magic Thought popped into my head from Consciousness that I should jigger D’s mantra and say:  “I consciously and permanently reject and refuse all memories of my birth family.”  And it worked!  Now I’m truly moving on from that toxicity.  I do have to repeat it every once in awhile though when a thought sneaks in, but I’m no longer inundated to the point of losing myself/my sanity.  By the way, my previous root healing from early childhood sexual abuse still holds and is permanent.  My life is magically changing from participating in CC’s sessions and by practicing daily his One-O way of life.  Don’t know if this embellishment will be of help to anyone, but maybe… or you can try your own.

I should add my entire family—parents and two sisters—have transitioned into Consciousness.  I took steps finally to become estranged from them about five years before they all separately passed.

Too, I have forgiven them in my heart and have asked that they hopefully will forgive me for my own contribution, but I’ve also established a boundary that, while telling them I love them (true), they are not welcome into my energy field while I continue to walk this earth.  At 74 years old, my remaining time is mine—we will kindly talk after I’m called Home, if they still wish.  My mother had to obey my boundary and left immediately (I felt her presence; I felt her leave) even though I KNEW she had regrets and had wished she had done things differently.  I didn’t take this step out of vindictiveness, I need the freedom from their energies to completely change my life now.  I want to make the most of my remaining life with my wonderful, loving, funny/laughing husband of 38 years and to once again rescue two little white West Highland terrier pups—our version of little furry chickens… making our family complete in my/our “new” life.

Because of my birth family, I had the opportunity to grow quite strong—strength is earned, not given.  They did their best, as did I, but it wasn’t good enough.  I didn’t cry at my mother’s funeral (I was curious whether or not I would); but Truth be told, I’m not sure I could have done any better faced with the same circumstances.  Like CC, I don’t believe in “accidents” or “co-incidences”.  There is a Plan.  And with my Guides, I chose it before incarnation.

So, my Deepest Gratitude to CC’s beautiful dear D… and also for loving Cornelius so much that he changed his mind about suicide and then was immediately gifted by Consciousness with his now amazing benevolent talent/power which he remarkably shares freely.

Blessings and Gratitude to CC, beautiful D, Little Phoenix-Blue, Zelda, Link, both their mums and to CC’s Consciousness Family… and to ALL of you at One-O.  You Bless me every day.