Testimonials

Felt like sharing today because of the clarity I experienced today 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

On my walls it says “consciousness has your back”. I am now in the eleventh month of lower back issue, the last weeks the walk from the bed to the bathroom has been an experience in pain. I am also in my last two months of savings, and then safety in old money is finished. The building up of an activity to generate new type of income is going slow. In starting my own new activity, it is also a fear of loosing my freedom in having to live under the pressure of having to earn and not being safely employed.

In the talk with Lynette in the CH sessions today I got a thorough introduction into the situation in the right hip and leg. My problem is in the left hip and leg and I “woke up” and listened intensely.

I do not know the difference between the money challenges of the two sides, but I got the will to take it in deeper.

The talk in the 2,0 session today became a continuation of the CH session for me, further putting light on my situation. Looking at my life I can see these two images of waves divided and currents meeting Cornelius talked about as happening in my life as well, hoping I am an Israelite walking safely through, and not a Roman being crushed by health issues and lack of abundance in an endless churning between these two currents of fear patterns meeting and reinforcing each others…. The immage of the waves tells me I have come to a point where it is no other choice than to let go of the low frequency mind patterns holding me back and trust without doubt that consciousness has my back, the moment is coming by default, and not only I have to trust consciousness, but also myself and leave the safety of the past behind…

It is amazing how these sessions work…

Most probably to point out the financial situation to myself, I got the idea I had to look at my acount between the sessions today, and got a fear attack hitting the upper part of my chest. In the 2.0 sessions the topic was “choose your belief to release”, and I chose the lack of value and worth…no coincidence in any of this.

This last week I also got an attack of unpleasant anxiety feeling in the upper chest as well and that ended in blasting an other person for his attitude…I have newer done that in my whole life, and I feel still it was the right thing to do, no guilt or shame after that, only a wonder why I don’t feel bad about it. This wonder led me to the thought that this anxiety can also be a detector or identifier of something which isn’t right towards me? This is also new thinking to me because I would before see the reaction in me only as a weakness on my side. If I am messed up not feeling what I did was not good, please point it out, because I do not understand it myself…I can’t say it was right either?

I can truly say I feel tuned to the process in this group. It has been months now I just have been turning and having good sessions but not seeing the big picture of how I have been led forward with it as well as within, but today the last months of sessions and life challenges suddenly made sense to me seeing how it all is coming together as one process all leading towards letting go and trusting myself and consciousness.