The ECHO journey
It's funny how the echo choices have come together to pave the way, for the sense of happiness and contentment I would have to admit I feel today. I hoped for a deeper connection - to reconnect with the source inside. I was hoping it was still in there, that the light within me hadn't died.
I recognised one of the challenges, was forgiveness of others and of self, and I knew if I was going to achieve this, I had to come down off the shelf. I had a temporary encounter with Echo number ten, but was relieved when that month Cornelius offered us, the chance to choose again.
I gifted number five to an other. I hoped it would bring them optimum physical and mental health, but once again I recognised this strategy as my ego playing the naughty elf. It didn't want me to go there - to the box I've buried inside and so focusing on an other meant the darkness could continue to hide.
Let whatever happens happen was another easy way out. My ego didn't protest, it didn't stand and shout. It sat back with a quiet confidence that what would be would eventually be but it wasn't really expecting, I was beginning to discover the real me.
I revisited ECHO number ten, it was a pure delight because the very day I chose it...consciousness visited with me that night. I hadn't planned to raise my hand, I'd only done that once before but this time consciousness was determined, I was going to take the floor.
Cornelius just kept waiting, telling me to raise my bloody hand. I knew it was me he was waiting for, even though it wasn't something I'd planned. I was hoping for some kind of instructions because I'm good at following the rules, but consciousness had other ideas, it told me I already had all the tools.
It said I had the answers I knew exactly what it is I should do - and somewhere deep inside of me, I knew this answer to be true. As if to offer encouragement consciousness worked on my lower back pain and to this very day it hasn't felt the same.
I'm currently nurturing positive connections and finding different ways to make new friends. My social environment is expanding and I'm excited to see how this month ends.
Dear Denise, don't lose hope, you arent alone with your thoughts about the last few years. I think you should do the echos. My interpretation is that the ego doesn't want us to and will throw all it can in our direction to make us give up 🤭
I havent watched tv for about 5 years and I'm very selective with what I watch on my tablet but always call by the forum every day. Whilst we might not be able to control the behaviour of others e.g doctors, governments, politicians etc we can lead by example and that's what I believe we are here to do.
Keep going, stay with me consciousness would say and give the echos your best shot