11 Months Later
In April it will be one year that ive been showing up for OneO sessions. I hope i can express in writing how grateful I am for this family, and this way of life.
I came in feeling less than and alone, wondering every day 'when will this life end? I teetered on leaving my husband and his children every day, feeling so very unwanted and useless. It has been a very hard 15 years trying to fit in and be loved, all the while suffering total rejection, and oddly enough knowing thew whole time, there are no accidents! I am with these people to learn something, and if i dont learn it with them, and I run away, Ill just be nowhere! I just knew I didn't want to die in the miserable vibration I was living in. I had already been looking for assistance for years through different avenues, such as meditation, yoga, Qigong, 'Healers', etc, with some gains, but still, a victim.
It took about 6 months for me to have an obvious break through, Id say what looked like a total mental break down. And thats when consciousness had Cornelius pick me for the first time during the session. He and consciousness went to work helping me let go and make space for healing. I guess I was ripe and ready for big change. I don't know what happened that day, but feeling better came. Much better! I started experiencing everything in my world differently, my perspective started to gently change.
Then a few months later, boom!!, another total melt down, and again, consciousness had Cornelius pick me to be worked on in the session. This time i do remember I had an hour with CC, and in that hour the OneO family supported me fully while I had an inner battle with resistance. It was kinda painful, but I fought hard, and won.
Its been about a month since then now, and I feel so very different. I finally feel source inside of me, supporting me! I do not feel alone, and i do not feel fearful every day. I am not in a hurry for this life to end. Although I still do not have a relationship with my husbands Kids, I do not blame them for rejecting me, and am able and willing to send them love every day, because now I see how the rejection came from me. I am so grateful to my echo of self love and acceptance showing me how to be, and so grateful i never gave up on me, and so grateful for all of the suffering ive been through, as it brought me here.
I say again, I am so grateful to finally feel source inside of me, supporting me, loving me, and showing me!
So much Love, So much Love
Tina, you have blossomed here! I remember both times you spoke with Consciousness and the difference is night and day. Your energy has become radiant and shiny which to me is reflecting your inner you. There is also inner confidence. I’m so pleased for you Tina and I’m glad you’re part of this beautiful community. 🙏🙏🦋⭕️🪻💐🌻💕☘️🫶🐬