My instant healing
I've been in this group for 3.5 years and last week was the first time I experienced the miracle of healing myself physically instantaneously. I put my hand up in Q&A and talked about my hair falling out as I overdid it when trying to improve my health through overdoing intermittent fasting. In the past, the Q&A sessions have helped me with my programs, beliefs and patterns, and all of these took time as my ego slowly budged bit by bit.
But wowser 🔥 - the healing last week to stop my hair falling out was the first time I healed myself with instant physical change. Just so indescribable & emotional! Nothing fell out when I ran my hand through my hair. I brushed my hair for the first time in weeks (was combing gently previously to prevent more from falling out) and it was normal. Hair washing is no longer scary and traumatic as I no longer see clumps of hair dropping out. 😊 I can finally exercise again and not worry about sweating/washing my hair again! 💧
My ego was questioning me afterwards though... the self-doubt kicked in. Am I sure I am healed? Is it possible because if I lacked some vitamins/minerals then is this all really possible instantaneously? Maybe I am still low on vitamin D, selenium, omega 3, etc? What if my hair loss comes back? Is it really ok to wash my hair now? But yes it was possible and it happened!! I consciously chose to override my ego (which was getting louder & louder) that the healing is done and that's the end of the story. 🔚 My ego then gave in. The Real Me 1 - My Ego 0. 😆🏁
I felt so so happy... like that woman in The Chosen (or the woman at the well in the Bible) who wanted to tell everyone about what happened! 😂 I literally couldn't concentrate at work the next day as I was so excited and really did wanted to run down the road and start telling anyone I could find. 💥 My ego stopped me as I believed no one would believe me, and probably think I was crazy or needed help. I worried about what other people would think of me (strangers, and why should I care but I might have ended up on a Facebook group [actually possible] or the Metro paper). Then I remembered that almost every person I introduced to CH never stayed. A friend of mine is in her trial period so who knows... All of them saw changes since I joined CH & they all left anyway. I then felt sad that their ego stopped them from moving forward in life but remembered to detach again from their journeys. I chose to believe that if my friends who noticed a change in me wouldn't believe in healing themselves, then a stranger is less likely to. 🤔😐
Since then, I have told some friends and family about this. Some stayed quiet and didn't react, whilst some were happy for me that this had stopped (not sure what they all made of it when I told them I healed myself, and I still hope that this has planted a seed in their minds). 😊
It was a gift to be able to experience it & I am super grateful. Thank you Cornelius, to everyone who held space and to Consciousness for helping me. 💙💙💙 I have much tidier hair again and I am much happier and more relaxed again. 😁😎
It was a privilege to witness this for you Kitty, when that realisation lands it’s a miracle. Much love 🩵🩵