Lotto ticket abundance
Well, I got that surprise cash that we focused on last Sunday.
Yesterday I found $34. I was thrilled. During my Buddha's cave I had intended to give away all the cash that would suddenly appear instead of the 25%. I have to admit I felt good doing that in my minds eye, but then after the meditation it popped into my head.... what if I suddenly get thousands of dollars and I just promised to give it all away? I allowed the fear to ripple through and move on reaffirming my abundance and intending more powerfully to give it all away.
This was challenging because my husband moved out a month ago and that has triggered my number one fear of not being able to take care of myself financially. I have been a stay at home mom the last 17 years and home schooled my children so I have not had a stable job or income without my husband. I don't have enough clients yet for my energy work to even come close to supporting myself financially. Although, I have always had a belief in my abundance. So like I'm sure many of you can relate, giving it all away and not saving any is challenging, but not impossible. I do it anyway.
Later that day, after I found the $34, my husband stopped by to have a chat. I always tell him about CH in hopes that some day he will want to join us. I told him about our Buddha's cave manifestaion and my fears of commiting to giving it ALL away no matter how much cash unexpectedly comes this week. He was in a really joyful mood with a big smile across his face as I was sharing. He told me he won the lotto and said it must all be for us to give away so more can come. Now let me tell you.... I had another wave of panic that I had agreed to give it all away. I had to allow that to ripple through as well before I could even hear what he meant by "won the lotto." I was sweating at the thought of giving millions away when that could mean a secure future for myself. After I came back to the present moment and reaffirmed "I am abundant no matter what" I asked him how much. Turns out he won $4 🤣
So we are giving it all away. $38 dollars plus some is giong to Project Hawai'i to help homeless children. I do wish it could be Thousands more, so I will intend each dollar I send to multiply 1000x more.
Thank you for telling how you struggled...beautiful process 👏