What do we do with darkness? Throw a little ONEO light on it.
It's after 4:30am in Toronto and I write this post with the intention of experiencing love and light from this beautiful community. I woke up at 3am, in a state of anxiety and fear from a helluva bad dream. My ego loves that tiny window of vulnerability, (before I get the chance to remember that I am more powerful than my mind) to fuck with me. 😥
I experienced a feeling of dread, and kept replaying the dream, and subsequent dark thoughts for an hour or so.
I consciously disagreed, I did some breathing, but nothing calmed me until I opened my laptop and connected to this beautiful forum!
After reading posts and sharing a bit...
I feel SO MUCH BETTER, and even though I am now wide awake, (and may feel the effects of sleep loss tomorrow), right NOW I feel the loving embrace and connected-ness of this ONEO community.
For years and years I would reach out for a pill, (or ten) to knock myself back out, but I no longer take any medication.
So, I will now get myself back to sleep, (or surrender to being awake) by listening to CH audio or two.
I am so bloody grateful to have the gift of ONEO and (all that it encompasses) to soothe my soul in dark moments.
So much love to all.
Big yawn...
Nite Nite! 🤗💖
Sweet Angie!
I was just writing to Anna that I was starved for this kind of connection. Who would have thought that I would feel such love for hundreds of strangers from all over the globe! What a magical gift. We are all one and I am so grateful and never leaving your warm embrace.🙏💞💞💞😊🌸