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Oh boy ….so new lesson and growth! ECHO #14 shows the way 🙌

I found the more I let go, grow, find happiness, explore and really listen to myself ….others are annoyed with me.

Growth period # 10 billion 😆

So I’ve been exploring my inner work meditations and energy work deeply and I love it. Found my thing and it keeps growing daily. The beauty of it is I’m learning as I grow and heal and it’s become a real relationship with myself. But this presented another set of lessons…..who are my real friends. I’ve opened up realize, many of my friends are not my friends. The more I get centered and find my own voice and way with healing and really loving it, friends that I ‘had’ are no longer.

A so called,’best friend,’. Just accused me of being some sort of witch who’s asking the universe to kill my husband because I focus on life without him and send him on his way with my own set of visuals instead of sitting in victim.

I’m so understanding victim consciousness more and more and when I was in victim, I let these friends dictate to me, lots of lecturing and control but, at the time I thought I needed these friends, so I let it happen.

I found one friend who was like a sister who is no longer a friend, really got under my skin because I feel we connected in the essence of neediness. I needed her and she needed me, but we didn’t respect one another purely, because it was based on need, not love, I now see that …especially how it turned out in the end ,,,,a true telling eh 😆

I get it now ….my part of the connection and why I let that happen.

I found that when I changed …she became mean and poked at me and switched what I was doing in conversation and made my work and healing something bad I was doing.

Infact she accused me of wanting my husband dead and asking healers to do it 😆 even said Cornelius would judge me for it.

And I’m like ……well Cornelius can see into my heart ….he knows me and the place I wish to come from …. I have a new family!

Our break up was hard and fast, I started really letting go this spring and I jumped into my energy healing deeply and I’m so having fun which I feel was the pain she felt ….she wasn’t …but that was her choice.

I also met my biological sister and we clicked like crazy and we’re sharing daily, as we both left narcissist husbands ….shes a clinical psychologist and she shares her wisdom and I share my world and we are creating something amazing.

To be frank I think my so stalled ‘soul sister friend’. As she would say, sister from another planet …..was jealous of my new found family and the creation of my new life.

I believe this friend and I bonded in a neediness state and it was good at first but then the signs of control ..dishonesty, jealously and even narcissism I experienced started to show up and I recognized the patterns…I let this person in and now it’s my job to let them go.

it was futile trying to be honest ….the more honest I tried to be the more I got criticized and treated shitty, so I made my final decision.

I knew there would be some falll out, there was, it got ugly, but her true colors came out as I zeroed in on her dishonesty and mind fuck, I spoke my truth snd she blew ….oh did she blow!

So know I know the truth of it and it was validated by her own actions, she of course had to tell me I was a shitty freidn so she had to break up with me …I’m like …ok. At first I was tempted to set things straight …then a true freidn set me straight and made me see….my own heart. I know what this was and I can let it go.

I realize I had a problem with giving my power away …just let people walk all over me due to fear of the fight or disturbance …I always had to make the peace or live in fear of what was going to happen.

I’m mean being kind can’t be faked ….compassion is real and what it means to me now is ….im absolutely part of that compassion …I include myself now and I don’t tip toe around others to please anymore, no matter how much they think they’ve helped me ….im doing the work and I’m making the choices …I’m growing expanding and learning to love life…not pretend I am because I have a huge list of friends… ecause I don’t have a huge lists of friends …just a couple of really good ones thwt I can actually trust.

so I called her out on it and ask to be heard…was trashed and told I was shitty and didn’t get it. So, I let her go. I was super pissed and sad for a few days but then I moved that out …had a good cry and found my center.

I asked family for help . So they did. I went into my energy center and sat wit( it ….and found my warm heart , said hello and began talking to my body …just cuz!

I’ve flared up again with my psoriasis …these lifewave patches haven’t worked so I knew …I was echoing something and saw a pattern ….i needed to see it so I asked consciousness to show me and I did. It was so simple, and I saw the truth of myself and the state I was in and also how I’ve grown…..I felt my heart warm and I realized, I can be free of these things I don’t need to think like that …it’s not mine!!!!

So I let go, cried, but this time I felt love …love just love which included my friend, my family …this family. I realized this friend I let go of only pretends love and real love includes yourself ….so I sent her love and requested she fix her truth too…then I let her go in my body mind and soul. I felt like my ability to stand up to her was growth ….normally I was curl up and crawl away deeply saddened …but this time it opened me up. Like I felt I closed lifetimes of this same thing …big bossy sister part is not no longer casted in my play …it’s togetherness kindness and listening to the heart ….not just telling people you are but shutting up and doing it 🌈🦋❤️

Then all these friends called me and I discovered more about what I wanted in connection rather than just accepting connection…I had true connection but placed my time and energy I this fucked up cnenction …how fucked is that. Just so I could please her to be liked 🤪 I found my inner connection and now I’m with people who get me …not criticize me every moment to correct me …I don’t do that anymore …it’s not me!

So ……ECHO 14 showed me …what I needed ….was my own heart ♥️. So I made friends with it and now I have closer kinder more real friendships that enlighten me support me love me and are super honest with me….. AND I CAN BE HONEST WITH THEM WITH OUT FALLOUT AND FUCKED UP CRAZY SHIT!

I love that …I fucking love they they are honest even if it’s a hard thing to take because honesty is loving someone…..I know this and this is why I love being with this community ❤️❤️❤️ learn to love yourself is loving others 💥

Thanks Cornelius for being true and honest and giving a fuck about people growing and finding this way of thinking , being and growing and what family truly is …I found it’s not my problem and I’m ok with speaking truth being in truth and allowing truth ….my new norm🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🦋

Love you family 🌈♥️💎🫎

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