Testimonials

Dear Friends, it will be a little longer post I felt really happy in Buddha’s cave last Sunday night (European time) , it was easy, I smiled a lot, felt the joy of sharing financial abundance, the opening up of opportunities for people and animals I love. I wanted to join Cornelius at the end of the Q&A when he said he would spend half an hour with focusing on Shawne but I fall asleep.

I woke up after 3 for a feeling of intense joy. My first thought was OMG, I slept through the healing so I spent some time with sending love and kindness to Shawne. It opened up my heart chakra even more!

I was lying in my bed in the darkness and silence of the night, just observing this joyful state, it was a complete bodily sensation as well. Then a thought came: what should I do with this, what should I use it for? I later realized it was some greed-and-fear combo, I wanted to grab this state, I didn’t want to lose it. Needless to say, the feeling started to fade away after this thought… a kind of darkish emptiness started to open up… My first thought was: Here we go again…”

But the next moment I said to myself: No, we don’t go down that road!

And at that moment I realized that I was sliding into the state of my shadow self, the part of me that I ignore, close out, etc, whatever we call it. This was a great realization guys, being in that state and not wanting to judge it or escape from it! Then I just started to “hug” those parts of me, like sucking them up into the love that I felt before. It was a little bit schizophrenic experience, being the love-me and the shadow-me at the same time, but after I woke up in the middle of the night, everything happened intuitively, with very few thoughts here and there.

Then I fall asleep, slept very well, had a very happy, cheerful dream with a dream figure who was very funny, very loving, intelligent and friendly. I woke up from that dream in the morning in joy.

When Cornelius did the series of manifesting at the end of last year, one of my goals was to wake up in the morning without pain, stretching joyfully like when I was a teenager, eager for the day, knowing that all is well (which I never really knew when I was a teenager).

That Monday morning exceeded my desires sooooo much! The free flow of energy in my body was such a wonderful experience! My chakras were definitely in harmony! I was like a really happy child

One week has passed since then. I still feel this lightness, this easy energy flow 😊

So last Sunday started like a regular September day. You never know, when a breakthrough will happen 😊 😊