Where would I be if not for Blossom leading me to you?
Hi Cornelius, Consciousness and beautiful One O Community.
My name is Dorothy, I am 60 years old black woman and I have been consciously seeking this kind of connection to my Higher Self, Angels, Spirits and Guides for over 20 years.
My 38 year old trans daughter/son (Alex) has been my little spiritual guru and got me started with meditating over 15 years ago.
He would leave books on my desk by Eckhart Tolle, Caroline Myss, and Wayne Dyer and i woud read them, agree with them, practice what I read until I finished the book and then I would forget until another book appeared on my desk.
After a while the breadcrumbs would lead me to Blossom and then to you.
I think that we "seekers" have been looking for the "answer" outside of ourselves but I've learned from you that much like this quote from the iconic character "Dorothy" from the Wizard of Oz (I was named after my mother who I believe was named after the character in the books and movie) "If I ever go looking for my heart's desire again, I won't look any further than my own backyard because if it isn't there, I never really lost it to begin with."
I am grateful for what I have learned from Consciousness in the 15 months that I have spent with You, Dee, Blue Blue and the One 0 family.
First of all,
I could not afford a month of a membership but you gifted it to me just because I asked and I was so grateful for your generosity.
15 months later I am financially stable enough to have joined Conciousness for Coherence Healing, You 2.0, The Laws of the universe master classes and all the Echo's since December.
I have had the pleasure of talking to Consciousness on 4 separate occassions and I was able to talk to my maternal grandmother for the first time in my life.
My mother was 7 months pregnant with me when her mother "Mama Vera" died and she died on what was to become my future husband's 6th birthday on February 11, 1963. I was born on April 17, 1963 so I never got to meet my Mama Vera, until I asked you to as her why my mother has always talked about her childhood and never talks about the childhood of her own 6 children.
My husband told his sister that he met his wife on the day that he met me. He said it was like he just knew that I was the made just for him and Mama Vera confirmed it, she said that I was going to need him to give me all the love that I missed from my mother.
She was right, we met when I was 18 and he was 24, but I waited to go out with him for 2 years because I thought he was too old for me.
He patiently waiting for me to agree to go out with him and the rest is history, we got married on 8/4/84 and we will celebrate our 40th anniversary this year!
He is kind, compassionate, strong and you said he was funny when you tapped into his Consciousness and you told me that we had been together for lifetimes all the way back to the 1282, when he saw me walking down the street and when he approached me and we got married after 5 days.
I got so much peace when you said she had butted in and was eager to talk to me. You told me things about her personality that I later asked my mom about and she verified everything! You said that when she died my mother lost her joy and she can only feel it when she talks about her mom.
During that exchnge Mama Vera also told me to write the children's book series about emotional intelligence through the chakras. She said that the series wasn't supposed to be for my 3 grandchildren, it was for the children who don't have me for a Grammy. She said that my grandchildren were destined to have a big impact on the world and that I should be present with them and observe their behavior.
Today, I am proud to say that I am now couseling the young women at my church and teaching them about emotional intelligence and how to be kind to themselves first by understanding who they are, what makes them happy and teaching them the principles that I have learned here on this platform and they have been able to see how everything around them rises to match who they have become.
Lastly, my relationship with my family of origin has been strained for 30 years and through your teachings, I have learned that I don't have any obligation to meet their expectations of they say that I am. I also know that all I can do to help them is be the highest version of myself and send them love.
I am free from guilt of not giving the way that we used to, I always thought that I had to help them and take their shit because my parents are 89 and 90 and I had to just take it because I had to honor thy mother and father - as my father would always say when he blamed my husband for their faults.
I have also learned that I needed to heal so that my children don't have to heal because of me.
💗Thank you for the gift of ME!
Beautiful Post Dorothy ❤️ Thank you for being YOU! ❤️ so much LOVE from my ❤️ to yours ❤️xxxx