Setting the stage
Thank you Consciousness, all that is and ever will be, for leading me to this moment with OneO. Thank you family for being with me on the stage for my dissoultion of identity as a wine affectionato, not a real word yet it describes the character. Wine devotee would work also. Thank you dearest Cornelius.
I am still blown away by Consciousness craft as a playwright, how consciousness set the stage.
Two days prior to the mediation-addictions, I pulled some cards from an oracle titled Shaman's Dream Oracle. Three cards, 1. Vanishing Mirror-Ego Sublimation; 2. Crown Games-Right use of power; and 3. Horseman-Herald of Change.
Day prior to the addictions CH2, Nickolaus had a chat with Cornelius and my take away was 'You are punishing yourself'. That evening I decided to stop drinking my usual 3-5 glasses daily. I realized my story that I was rewarding myself was a trick. I knew I was really destroying myself.
That evening I had a dream that I was on a plane, not knowing why or how I was there. I arrived through the back door, right as the plane was taking off. I had no seat, there were no seats left. I lost my footing and held on to a woman's armrest, she looked at me with disdain. I asked the gentleman in the next row "where is this plane going".? He said Livers, I thought I heard him wrong and said Liverpool? He said " no Livers, Don't worry it's not far".
Next morning we had our CH2 gathering on addictions. How perfect!!! And I was so excited that all this just lined itself up for me and my self punishing habit. And then to be able to share and be guided, healed, mostly loved by Consciousness and you all. Not far at all.
So much love to all.
So much value and worth! Thank you for sharing. I used to drink socially. My sweet holistic doctor told me over and over that a person with my chemical sensitivity was poisoning myself with any amount of alcohol. Finally I became a meditation teacher where there was no alcohol allowed, so I just stopped. The interesting part was that when I told my various friends that I quit drinking, each one heard the words "I quit drinking AS MUCH". That led to some awkward moments, with some feeling judged, but I gently prevailed and my stomach thanks me every day. I think your livers will thank you!! xxjp